Estrange by dictionary definition means to turn away in feeling or affection, make unfriendly and hostile. Yah exactly what is happening to me at the moment.
Before we were very good friends, now when we see each other you wish the earth would just open up and swallow you. Its not like I hate you or something I don't hate you I just don't want us to live hard lives wishing everyday that we don't meet along the way or anywhere. I don't want that.
I know that we divided not in good terms and everyone is living their lives however they want and sometimes it feels like I'm stopping you from being yourself because of my presence. I don't to be a hindrance in your life. There will be times when you really need something from me or I need something from you, we won't ask cause we'll be having too much pride and rather give and thus destroying whatever we'll be working on. Please at least lets come to a mutual agreement.
will continue later!
